HIM :)

I'm tired of all this . 

All this while you were just faking around .

You said you are my bestfriend .

But actually you're not .

You try to be my bestfriend jsut because you wanna know my secrets and copycat me huh ?

Hello , strangers . 

I can be fake too if you want .

But I won't do that stupid things .

I am me .

I am who I am .

I don't fake to take people's attention .

Well yeah ,

everybody makes mistakes .

Even I do .

I'm changing .

I try to fix myself .

Lately ,

my smile was just a fake smile .

I don't want to hurt others .

My broken heart not yet recover .

The person who I love the most left me .

My life is now empty and no meaning .

But whatever , life must go on , even without him .

I'm happy as long as he does .

Eventhough I can just see him from far far away . 

But still ,

his smile is my strengthness :)

I know he is fake all this while .

But my heart is just for him .

Only him .

And now , I must go on without his LOVE :)

The drug is now gone .

I can only meet him in my dream .

And yes , I dream of him every night . 

I love him too deep .

No one can ever replace him in my heart .

And no one knows it .

Yes , ILOVEYOU and I ALWAYS DO :)

Ex MK :)