i am so damn happy today ! haha . finally me and him started a talk . not really a real talk , but just IM-ing . haha . though we just IM-ing , i am happy because we finally had a topic to talk . wee . at first i feel like a lil bit awkward . but then we're okay :D hee . i never stop smiling when i IM-ing with him . he is so good in his own way . ouch ouch . i'm so in love with him . but i'm sure , he don't have the same feeling towards me :( so sad bout that . but yeah , hangin' on as friend also kinda cool what ? right ? haha .